Word Today - Tears

Tears

tears in my life occur almost as frequent as I remember during my childhood
my mum, my sister always make it as a joke to them
to me, that is how I memorizes back all those painful and happiness in my life

tears in my life
is when whoever, usually my cousin, fight with me
running like mad, around the lawn of my grandma's
fighting back with tears just for another half of my slippers

tears in my life
is when somebody is looking for trouble
when messing with my mum, my only mum
when she cried, I cried too, with a straight face to hide

tears in my life
is when my dad, divorcing my mum
in front of me, in the car, in the midnight
right after some issues arise, which my mum is not to be blame

tears in my life
is when I see some stray cats, or O.K.U
sitting down on the floor, or begging for food and money
which when I am not in the best state
with no food, neither extra money, to give to them

tears in my life
is when I sit down on a prayer mat
right after praying, wanting to doa
which touches my heart, realizing that I am full with sins
from my past till the present
and how Allah is always there for me
in pain, sorrow and bright, happy days

p/s: life is full of surprises, you just have to enjoy your life, if there are times when you need to cry out loud or prefer to cry in silent, do it...the main thing is that you choose to satisfy yourself, and not others, that's the main point