me, the one who love the cats.......

arini bulat hilang..
last i met him around 11sumthing, tu pn nek bilik sbb nk amek helmet..
he was there lying on the bed, doing nothing, and i pinch him a bit, on the cheek side
abes keje kt hatcheri around 1230, not really an hour after..
naik bilik nk amek tupperware and he's not there??
seriously i act cool when i didn't see him at that time..
it's okay, maybe he's somewhere near...
later i catch him back :-)

after i went back from buying my nasi ayam, which i bought bcoz of him

i went up the stairs, trying to call out his name loudly as i always did..

but there's no sign of him, anywhere..

where did he possibly go???????

he not the type of cat that will stray around....

the most extreme cases is he got lost, but only to different floors..

i end up searching for him for a couple of rounds around the block
frustratedly no sign of him also..
ok, i'll eat first then maybe he show up...
ironically, after 2-3spoons i will go straight to the door just incase he's there..
..........and he's not.......again and again until i lose my appetite...

abes je mkn, not really i guess..

i went back to do another couple of rounds around the ia block

until my leg gets tired and stiff...

and my eyes starts getting teary,haha.........

and i don't know what to do........

all in my mind is 'where's my bulat, did anybody see him??'

but the question didn't answered.....

in the end i went back to my room, and end up crying
as loudly as i can...............
seriously, i'm not used to losing something that i treasure the most....
and that's why i limits myself of not having best friends,only closed friends??
even breaking up is hard for me....
and right now some of my friends making jokes bout bulat lost when i post it in fb...
yeah, to you maybe you could laugh out aloud bcoz it's not really matter
i don't give a damn of what you're saying..
i just want my bulat back..............

i am sorry for posting this thing if i make anyone terasa...

i am truely,madly, deeply sorry if i make you one...

but here, it's my own fault...

i knew me myself can't handle of losing something when i love it so much....

but still yet i'm still so so degil to pick up that black comot cat, just to feed him...

and i love him more and more without noticing.....

and right now i'm sobbing myself because of my foolishness,hahaha

late in the evening, i realise...
i want to go back searching for him...
if and only if i have yet to found him, maybe it's not my rezeki to make him my beloved....
i miss you bulat, sorry for loving you so much that you have to run away from me...
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....i'm crying,wth..haha...
astaghfirullahalazim....k2, i better stop now before i make piles of teary water, haha...